Thursday, 30 December 2010


Hello hello people! Guess who is back =) The......erm.....ME!!! Lol! I would like to make the very first come-back post about fashion but I...will have to delay that. Just have few things to get off my chest! Well like I mentioned before, this blog is going to be mainly about my fashion updates but with a little on FOOD and daily DRAMAs =)

To begin my post (the above is just a lil sneak peek), I'd like to mention that 2010 has been rather rocky for me. Too many happenings, both happy and sad....some of them I truly had that "WTF" feeling but generally everything is cool. I guess I am just the kind of girl that has learn to accept what's been done and make the most of what I have =) If you know me well by now, you should know that I don't like to "regret" on thing's I've chosen to do...I'v learnt to live by it and look on the bright side of every shit that poops on me =) Like they say...when a bird poops on you, just thank God that cows don't fly!!!

I have encountered few "types" of people lately and it is starting to tick me off! I would not want to state the gender as that would make me look like I'm generalizing and thus make me a feminist. Ops...that gave away *rolls eyes*. Sometimes I wonder how did the phrase 'Women are complicated' arrived?!?! As far as I know, men are the more complicated beings!!! I won't go into detail!!! I will speak from a third person point of view.

Sorry but I do not understand why people would kill themselves for love...lately the suicide news on Alviss Kong made me wonder why people let go of such precious life because of a failed 4mth relationship??? Is it love or just pure self confidence issue? Well I can't speak for Alvin, R.I.P. but I feel that whenever one decides to take their own life, they should think about other people. Plan-to-suicide-rs should think about their family who've done so much for them, their friends who've appreciate their company, and that there are so many more people in the world going through life with no shelter and food to eat! Here you are, wasting the food you ate, clothes you had on your back and shelter you had over your head.

To be honest, that is what kept me sane after all I've been through. I believe everyone on earth has gone through that 'What if I kill myself now? I won't have to worry bout that any more! That problem will go away!' stage. But...if you're gone, how are you going to enjoy the 'problem' not being there anymore? Makes sense? I guess it is important for us to find that something to give us the will to jump back on the horse when it does that 'ehh hooor'-raise legs thing and slams us on the ground. When I wish for that Prada bag, I am just thankful that I have 20 unbranded ones than none! When I wish for that Jimmy Choo pair of shoes, I am just thankful that I have shoes to put on my feet (I am not going to mention the number) than this. When I wish for a clean house, I am just thankful that I have a house to live in. When I wish for that love and support from a man, I am just thankful that I have my family and friends...because I know most men can't be trusted =) LOL!

See, I may not have that expensive car, bag, shoes, or 'special one' but I know as long as I live, I would have the chance to make that happen. Ohh and another thing I've learnt...don't think about pleasing the whole effing world and make yourself miserable!!! You seriously live just once and NO one knows what happens after you die so why not make use of this one life? Everyone is unique, if bad boy Jimmy don't like you, know that gentleman Joe is caught in traffic and is just around the corner. Oh and that bitchy Sarah, she will be there for Jimmy =) They are a perfect match, and you with Joe are one too. Everyone deserves to be happy no matter what makes them it a cut-throat pair of diamond earrings, or a bungalow in Malibu, a humble man, or even just a stick of cotton candy.

I guess my whole point is there is too much love to go around on Earth and if you are not getting it from where you are, adjust your antenna, just couple of inches left or right and it will give you the best channels you could get your love from. May I add, in every romantic movies, there is no such thing as 'Ohh that's just in the movies!'. Eff that! If it is in the movies, it could happen in real life! Every story is an inspiration to someone, hence, romance movies! If you are single and haven't been appreciated, keep adjusting the antenna till you find a channel. If you are attached and haven't been appreciated, change your channel (PS: 2011 is coming up!). If you are in a complicated situation and haven't been appreciated, choose the channel that tickle your fancy...doesn't matter even if it is blur and fuzzy. You deserve to be happy!!!

Friday, 20 August 2010

What's new?!?!

As I have abandoned my lovely blog for such a long time and made my readers (if any) redundant, I will now re-start my blog =)

Thank you for your patience and loyalty.

Previously I have blogged about various experiences and daily I would like to focus my blog on fashion =) and maybe a little on food...and daily dramas...LOL! But more on fashion (because I LOVE shopping). As I am currently reconstructing my blog, please allow for minor faults here and there. Feel free to give feedbacks on my comment box.

Till the next post, XOXO

Wednesday, 10 March 2010


Yes, I have been MIA again!

Well to be honest, I really didn't have the time to blog! Life is pretty much hectic at the moment. I am either working or relaxing on my days of or looking for jobs the rest of the time! The weather ain't helping either! It's already March!!! Change season please! Sheesh!

Anyway, life is starting to stress me out! I really didn't know coming out on my own is that much of a responsibility! Pft! Well to be honest, the past two years here, my accomodation was paid for by my mum so I had to work for my expenses only. Now, I have to work for my rent too! And mind you, it is 340pounds a month! Couple more days and my bank account is 340 short! Eeeeek! Trust me, this is REALLY stressful! Although so, I do not stinge on food (Mum, this is for you to know!). LOL! I FINALLY had the heart to buy the goddamn mahal Milo and it is so tiny =.= Oh well, tahan for now I guess. I am just used to a warm drink at night before bed =) Don't even talk about Horlicks, cut throat!

I guess I better get to bed, before I fall dead asleep in the bus on the way to and back from work (which happened today!) and miss my stop (haven't happen to me...yet!). LOL! Thank you to you loyalties that's still checking my blog! LOL! xx

Sunday, 14 February 2010

14th February 2010-2in1

14th February 2010...the day we celebrate two occasions with joy with our loved ones =)

This is were most people show their true colours. To choose between a reunion dinner with the family and a candle-light dinner with that special someone is not easy. Will you spend this special day with the people that gets on your nerves because they couldn't know you any better or will you spend it with someone that makes you feel a million years younger but barely knows you? Hmmm....

Well for people like me, it wouldn't be that much of a tough choice. As much as some of my family members (actually all) get on my nerves, I still love them with all my heart =) Without them, there is no us. Then again, this could not be perceived as us owing them our lives for them bringing us into this world. I believe that every parent have to realize that they bring a child into this world is for the purpose of evolution...your child is not your pet, not your source of income when you're retired, not your companion for life! I don't mean to be rude but...what are the vows "Till death do us part" in weddings for? Those words are exchanged between partners in marriage...not between you and your child.

If you think you can't let go of your child later, do not give birth to one...if you want to give a chance to a life, give a chance for it to live it the way they want it too. It is only fair. Then again, I am not implying that children should completely cut off their parents! That's pure dumbshit act! We should be grateful to them for giving us a chance to get what we've been getting all this while...the guidance and love. I think when a parent learn to let go, that is when the child learns how much she/he cherish their parent.

Okay this was meant to be a CNY and V-day post! LOL! Anyway, you get my the people around you. Don't let a misunderstanding generate hate. Hate is not a nice word nor a nice feeling. It often end with at least an injured heart.

This Chinese New Year and Valentines Day, shower your loved ones with unconditional love and affection....occasional presents won't hurt! =p No, it doesn't have to be a diamond ring or a luxury car...a simple gift of chocolates or even a rose is enough to make it significant =) But when it comes to me, anything with Playboy on it is fine =D LOL! Sorry, I just couldn't get over that cute lil bunny!

Okay before I put you guys to sleep on this wonderful day of celebration, I should go now =) Have a blessed celebration with your loved ones, near or far, I will always have you lot in my heart =)

Tuesday, 26 January 2010

Weight management!

Last night I was busy packing my luggage for London day after.

As it is still quite cold now, I've got couple of thick winter clothing and I THOUGHT they were really heavy. So I decided to just pack in what I wanted and weigh the luggage to see how heavy it is. After packing in 90% of the things I wanted to bring, the scale went up to 45kgs!!!!!!!!!

I almost drop dead! Then I repacked it again and took out what is nooooot that necessary, so that is about 20% of the things chucked out. Attempt two: 42kgs!!!!!!! Watda!

Then I thought...maybe the luggage itself is heavy? So I went in to my brother's room and stole his light-weight bag (100% soft body) and shove in my clothes and toiletries. Attempt three: 40kgs =.= By that time, it was 2am in the morning and I am still struggling on what else to leave behind. I swear, I only had LIMITED clothing in my luggage and I cannot take anything out anymore! I wanted to burst in tears, I was already bursting with frustration! LOL!

Then I thought, maybe I should move it to a smaller luggage? Then I would put less things and it will be lighter? So I took another one of my trolley luggage that was half the size of my normal big-ass luggage. Filled it in and....attempt four: 35kgs! %$&%$!@*&

I stormed in to my brother's room and gave him his light-weight bag and commented "I don't know how people can survive with 20kgs!!!" and he was like "Some people can" Pfft! That helps! Then I gave up and decided to go to bed as it was 3.30am =.= LOL! Considering how small my tiny room is, the whole floor is covered with clothes and bags and what not! I just couldn't be bothered to pack anymore!

Next morning, my mum walked into a jungle of clothes. LOL! She asked me what happened and I said, that small bag of clothes is 35kgs. I don't know how to pack anymore! And she said, "Are you sure? No way! 35KILOS????!" I took a minute to think and I said "Blardy hell! I think it is in pounds! I packed the whole friggin night and I thought the scale was in kilos!" #!#$%^&@

Therefore, weighing scales should be electronic and should indicate kilos or pounds! Traditional scales should be in bins! TQVM!!! I will have to finish my packing tonight! Pftt~!

New toy =D

Considering how I am not spoilt like most kids, I need to fork out for my own mobile =p It took me quite some time to get a smart phone (don't think LG Viewty is a smart phone). Hence, hello E72 =D

Pictures might or might not appear here =p

Random: I am only allowed 20kg luggage to London...this ain't good! It's winter man! And...1kg extra costs RM178 =.= Are you freaking kidding me?! Pft u ppl!

Tuesday, 12 January 2010

Crabbing 101 =)

I know I have been MIA for aloooong time! LOL! Anyway, as most of you know (well, those who actually read my blog constantly) I was at Australia...taking a break =D So today's post is going to be about my wonderful experience there...crabbing! YESH! I CRABBED! LOL! Call me tomboy or whatever...I catch my own crab man! LOL!
DAY 1: Crabbing with a scoop. Getting ready...had to take a pic of McDonald boots! LOL! It's curvy at the front...and it is huge!
I know my dressing ain't the best...heck no one's gonna look at you in the middle of the water! LOL!
That's the scoop we used to scoop crabs =)

So's the interesting thing...I was in the middle of nowhere and...I HAD TO PEE! YES! That was such a torture I tell u! To be honest, I could've just pee in my pants and no one would know because first of all, there's no one around and secondly, my pants were already wet anyway! So no big deal, just pee...right? I TRIED! I only felt a force on my bladder but nothing came out...LOL! I know this is disgusting but I just have to share this! Then I went..."Shhhhhhh, Shhhhhhh"...."Okay you can do this! No one is looking!"...*dot dot dot* Nothing came out! LOL! Maybe I felt naked in the open water! LOL! We were about to leave anyway so I held it...I never felt so desperate before! ^%$@&!@# Luckily....
First day: THREE on size =)

DAY 2: With the kayak!Because it was fun and we only had three...we decided to go for another round of crabbing =D My Aunt has this one sitter kayak and her house is very near the estuary so we drag the kayak out for crabbing. Awesomeness =)
That red thing is a spleen. Crabs like them apparently. LOL!
Oh and those net things are drop nets...with the kayak we could go into deeper water and drop the nets so the crabs would stpdly get trapped inside =)
And so I decided to board the kayak...FIRST TIMER! I know you've seen it on TV and it was rather simple, sit and row...RIIIIIGHT!!! Well lets see...
Okay it is not visible here but it took me rather LONG to get in =)
I'm full of joy when I managed to get in without turning over =D My aunt and uncle were laughing their breakfast off and a group of family by the shore were staring at me =) Why?! Lets say....I woke up the neighbourhood! LOL! It wasn't easy as the's just not easy! So my uncle took on the kayak and I went on foot using the scoop instead...yeah, I don't want to gulp down salt water =)
A rough estimation of the water...the tide was kinda low. The water was way higher during the first day. Anyway, I went in further till the water was a little over my knees and I couldn't really see the crabs if the waters were too deep.
This was taken in the middle of nowhere =)
Spot that?! It's a baby one but I just took some pictures for you guys to see =)
This is its defensive stance...LOL! I walk a step nearer and this happened. lol!
This is by the shore where there were loads of crabs eating...a fish head! LOL! Someone threw a fish head (the white thing in the water) back in and the crabs are having a feast!
Too bad they were too small, else we would be having a feast too =)
My uncle caught only one big one...since 8am till 11am. Many were under-sized...they would be the right size in Mid-Feb...Damn! LOL!
My aunt took this. I kinda like! It looks emo thou =S
And that's the end of my post! LOL! Thank you so much Aunt Janet and Uncle Hon for your wonderful hospitality and also...for the THREE crabs I ate =D Yeah I ate 3 out of 4. LOL! Also thanks to my Sai Yee and family for the time in Aust =) Oh and my cousies! Love you guys! LOL!
On another note, I applied for my visa to go back to UK today *fingers crossed*! Hope all goes well! Yesh, I'm leaving! Would be nice to go after CNY won't wait! Oh I had Yee Sang and Mandrin Oranges! ORGASMIC! TQVM. LOL!