Friday, 31 October 2008
Thursday, 30 October 2008
After class today, we went to the Students Bar to have a drink (yes, again) with Kyle. Vodka with orange juice this time and yes, I went RED after downing half. But it was a better progress than the beer last week. LOL! After alcohol, the stomach somehow gets empty...thus, food. Chinese again but a different restaurant. I ordered something and got something totally out of my mind.
I ordered Roast pork and roast duck in BARBECUE sauce with chow mein. Shock of my life...it's SO red! Even more red than my face after that drink! They seriously have this thing for red food! The portion is HUGE (as usual) but I didn't taste any barbecue sauce...the food was rather bland but there was a bottle of chilly sauce on the table. That saved me! Amazingly, that was really spicy.
Wednesday, 29 October 2008
This is the subway I have to pass by to go to uni and to the bus stop to get a bus to work.
And through here.
The lights are not always on!
And you smell pee by the walls...nice!
Another interesting thing...it's SNOWING!!! Quite huge chunks as well. Autumn is only coming and it's already snowing...not that good huh?! COOOOOOOOLD!!! Okay and I hear people shouting outside, "SnooooW!". Bagus!
*PS: No picture because it's too cold to go in to the kitchen and take some shots! Stpd kitchen no heater!
Tuesday, 28 October 2008
Phrase 1: "I will find someone to replace you"
Phrase 2: "You've replaced someone"
Which hurts more?
When you're in a relationship with someone and you get those, is that good or bad? Well it work both ways. It's how you want to see it. *Yin Yang* babeh! LOL!
Phrase 1: "I will find someone to replace you"
When you are in a relationship and you both have to part due to some unforeseen or foreseen circumstances, this phrase is often common. The question is, should I feel good about it or not?! You decide. The Yin bit: Someone could actually replace you?! You then wonder, how special you are to that person! How much have you influenced that person while you were together? The Yang bit: You are a big part of the person's life. He/She will have to find someone to replace you! Wow! It shows that you've influenced him/her in some way and that he/she needs to find someone to replace your absence.
Phrase 2: "You've replaced someone"
Most people find this phrase such a turn off. Being someone's replacement is never a good thing! Says who?! I think it's up to you to decide what to think and believe. Just often we fall in to the hands of norms and societal expectations. The Yin bit: As stated earlier, you replaced someone! Being a replacement?! Gosh! Devastating! He/She doesn't see you as an unique individual that he/she fell in love with. The ex is still in the picture and you resemble him/her! Urgh?! The Yang bit: You are as good as he/she expected. Don't think of yourself as a replacement. You are someone new and that you have qualities that match his/her previous expectations. Feel lucky that he/she doesn't compare you with his/her ex and feel that you're not good enough to even replace them. That will be ouch-ing!
Therefore, things are not always that bad. It's how you yourself feel you want to think. One tip, always aim for the positive and make choices that will make you feel on top of the world. Bring that self-esteem up! Don't think too much! We spend too much hours on thinking and not doing. Over thinking will make you neurotic and cast depression on yourself. Self-causing illness *shakes head*
Sekian Terima Kasih!
Monday, 27 October 2008
Hope you had a blast babe...bet you have loads of cakes as well. Sigh! I saw his msn display picture and he had these cupcakes with 'Happy Birthday Nicholas', each letter on each cupcake. I never had that before =(
Anyway, I made a little video for him too...and I sent it to him. Again, I used old pictures...man we have to start cam-whoring more to keep up! LOL! I know the song sounds depressing but it's a meaningful video owh-kay! LOL!
Many more years of friendship to come =) xx
Also, Day-light saving! One hour back. I sprung out of bed at 11.30am today but it was only 10.30am because I forgot to turn my clock back! LOL! So it's 8hours different now between Malaysia and London. Cheers!
Sunday, 26 October 2008
1. What's the relationship of you and her/him?
Primary till high school friend =)
2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
Cute, Tofu (that doesn't expire), Friendly, Smart, 'Little girl'
3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you:
"I heart you, Mel!!!" I know it sound les but I feel the same for her too. Good friends are hard to come by.
4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you:
Giving me handmade stuffs...very sentimental =p
5. If she/he became your lover, you will...
Scary thought? LOL! I believe it won't happen?
6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...
Be very disappointed. Doubt it will happen thou =p
7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on...
Can we stop talking about this?!
8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...
Couldn't find one...so I guess we won't be? LOL!
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
Cast a black spell on her so that she could forget him.
10. The overall impression of him/her is...
A great friend that needs to stop her tofu-ness!
11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
Psycho?! Loud, DramaQueen, Mature, Pink-craze, Princessy (in a way)
12. The character of you for yourself is?
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
I can't stay still...I need to go out or do something!
14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
No one person...Have my mum's heart (not literally), Nicole Scherzinger's body, Kimora Lee's career and attitude.
15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
I care about you and like you too! So glad to have you in my life. Thank you!
16. Ten people to tag: (some is already tagged by Grace!)
2. Ching Yee
3. Foong Mei
6. Hwei Ming
7. Melissa Ong
8. Ming Zi
9. May Jean
10. Anyone else who wants to do this...
17. Who is no.2 (Ching Yee) having a relationship with?
Jack?! LOL! Kidding...
18. Is no.3 (FM) a male or female?
No.3 is a she.
19. How will no.9 (May Jean) react if he/she found out that his/her cell phone is lost?
Freak out?! Like every other person would?! LOL!
20. If no.7 (MelOng) and no.10 (UNKNOWN) were together, would it be a good thing?
Nop. She's taken!
21. How about no.5 (JuYi) and no.8 (MingZi)?
They don't know each other...and I doubt they're interested in females.
22. What is no.1 (Nick) studying about?
Business...marketing, right?! =p
23. Is no.4 (Neeqa) single?
No! LOL! Attached to my bro.
24. Say something about no.6 (Hwei Ming):
Tall...business minded individual.
There was a guy who came earlier than me and he went in for like 15minutes. I was in and out in 5minutes! LOL! The manager, Larry, was a very nice guy (based on first impression). He called me...Pinky =.= because I was in my charity event dressing =p So yes, it was a quick one. That's because I wasn't terminated yet in their system. I'm still one of their staff. Cool! So yes, he said he'll call up Lucy (Asst. manager of Sports World Enfield) to confirm that I was working there before and that I went back to Malaysia during the summer and not because she fired me. Normal procedure...I know, but...wtf?! LOL!
I got a call from him 20minutes after my interview and he asked what days will I be available and I told him. He wanted me to work till 5pm but I told him I could only work till 4pm the latest (because it gets dark by 4.30pm during winter) and he said, "Okay, I'll get back to you later then". It sounded like I screwed up my chance? I thought I did but...
Nop! He called me today and told me I've got shifts next week! As in...Monday! Like OMG?! That was quick! LOL! He told me my shifts and I said okay as it ends by 4pm. Then I remembered I have to meet my lecturer on Monday! So I called him back and said I couldn't make it for this Monday. Guess what he said?! "That doesn't sound good, does it?! Alright, I guess you owe me a 4pm-8pm shift then. I'll let you know what day it is when you come to work on Tuesday." ERM...THAT IS LATE?! I certainly do hope he's just kidding! I can't sense jokingness from certain people's verbal conversations!
Spring cleaning for my room today...and I finally finished...
In three portions of course! And someone gave me a helping hand! No idea who...I know because I didn't ate that much the first time but when I went back for the second portion, visible spoon marks that I didn't make!!! I should start sealing my freezer/fridge food with masking tape!!!
The weather is FREAKING crazy!!! SUPER COLD! 7 degrees during the day with bright shining sun!!! Muferchucker!
Saturday, 25 October 2008
Yeap, it says..."Navel stickers" LOL!
Kinky, you say?! My mum sent me that! LOL! I don't know when I'll use it but it was really a surprise that planted a huge smile on my (not-so-congested) face =) Hmm...maybe she is trying to say, "Don't get belly piercing, nah...use this!" LOL! Mum, it's not working =p
Thursday, 23 October 2008
Wednesday, 22 October 2008
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
Like this design (RM339)
Monday, 20 October 2008
Sunday, 19 October 2008
Friday, 17 October 2008
The form of FEAR I feel today is the worst! Fear of loosing something. I bought my textbook from Amazon last week and it arrived today. Sadly the stpd postman is not efficient enough to press the freaking intercom button to notify me. So he left me a 'Sorry you were out' card and DID NOT FILL IN THE ITEM NUMBER and the DETAILS of how I could collect it. One word, six letters...S.T.U.P.I.D. I really hate this because I've experienced something like this before last year. I asked them to redeliver the parcel and guess what? It got lost! So I'm hoping my textbook this time won't get lost as I have an assignment to do! *Fingers crossed* Pray for me, people!
There's an option at the back of the card that says I could collect it from the Royal Mail Delivery Office at South East London! I'm in North West London! wtf?! But then again, the stpd postman didn't tick in the box so I don't know if I could collect it. Worst of all, no item number! How the hell are they going to track the item?! I'm just going to call them tomorrow and hopefully it will be sorted out properly and my book will arrive in my hands VERY SOON with the least complications! Can't get the fu*kin' Deja Vu feeling out of me! *ROAR*
Thursday, 16 October 2008
Diabetic-cookie (according to Ching and FM)
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
The artistic entrance.
Monday, 13 October 2008
Colours! Love them!
Although I rarely wear some of them but looking at them makes me happy =D Okay I know the picture doesn't look that nice but those looks real nice on a body...seriously! So yea, don't wait for your guy to buy things for you...get it yourself =) New century...guys don't get things for their gfs anymore. To them spending on their games and boy toys comes first. Or they simply lack romance =p Whatever the reason is, don't wait for them to get your blings...it might never come!